My Story (Kisahku)

This is might be a common story but it's complicated to be finished. This is about me and my girlfriend. We were introduced for the first time at the internet store next to my office with my friend which is actually her husband. For the first time I don't have any feeling to her, but I amazed her, because she is beautiful. Just in the last one year I close to her and she often told me about her problem with her husband till she decided to divorce and want to marry another man and she want to change her religion, but I advice her for not to to that, what your son will be later on, you must think about your son, not just your self. A few months later she told me the her relationship is over because her boyfriend didn't want to divorce her wife, and she little bit frustrated, so she often send email to her boyfriend's wife actually he didn't want to be with you again, "being with you is just a compulsion for him" that's her word and she send it by using different email address. And I already falling in love to her and told that I love her, so we begin our story as the java people say "Witing tresno jalaran saka kulino" and we do our relation ship is just normal, we never do kisses but we just only holding hands. actually I ever think will this relationsip end to marry or not, because I'm and her husband are from the same tribe, and it's difficult for me, my parents also will against our relationship. A few months ago she quarreled with her ​​husband,and want to divorce, but she just leave her husband and she stay at her parents house because her husband suspecting her that she should be go to her parents house and accompanying her son not use her off day with reason go with her boss around of the showroom and at that time she just using jeans and T-shirt only while at the first time she accepted in that company she feel afraid about the rules and she must wearing white shirt and black pants, so that's why her husband is angry to her. I also take her to her parents house at that time. I often picking up her from her office till her house, till her son is remember and always waiting for my coming to her house. for this few weeks I pick up her but just only until a mall where she make a pact with her brother to meet and to go home together, she told his brother is attend an exhibition in nearby so we can go home together. It's happening for a few weeks, I just believe like that, but inside of my hearth I feel suspicious to her that she didn't meet her brother maybe she meet her ex-boyfriend. I just quiet not talking about anything. When I told her that I want to go to your house to meet your son because I miss him, then she told me if her son is go to BDO with her parents to attend a family wedding party and they will be a weeks in there, at that time was on wednesday, she told me that her son is go on tuesday, at that time when I was finished selling my phone to a person in a place near by her house, I pass her house and I see her father, and also her brother's car and another car inside the garage. she told me thet they go to BDO by using shuttle and will be pick up by a family in there. I talk to my self why she lies on me, there must be something she wanted to hide from me. She told me that her son is go to many places, well may be I am a fool person that believe like that to a women, that her husband also not believing her. A few months ago she told me that she was do CT scan to hospital and told me that she got brain cancer stadium 2. And for further action doctors recommend for immediate suctioning of fluid in her brain, well 2 weeks ago I was lend her money 10 millon rupiah to help her do her suction fluid and the money which is need the amount is about 20 million rupiah, the another 10 million she said that she borrowed from a loan shark. and the last 25th august she do the surgery, she told me on the next day in the morning. Right now we are not getting along each other, because of some sms that I send to her that she leave me and forget me just like that after she got what she wanted, and she told me that "she is not a nut who forgot the skin" and the "suction fluid also didn't make her better", why I do that because I feel that her attention to me is less and when she do the surgery she didn't told me, she said that she will told me before she receive the money, and when I ask why you didn't told me, she said that "suddenly and no time anymore and there is assistance on Tuesday so I'll have to do it", she fell afraid about her job right now, so she must following what the company said. and in the next day she must working in the morning and in the afternoon she must go to customer's house to offering the furniture product. when I check her email just now, I read that she still do conversation with her ex-boyfriend she said that "I'm confused". the time is at august 25th at 12.25 pm, while if she want to do that she must do it from morning because she must do CT scan first than surgery that will take long time all the day, and she must rest also at the hospital. So at this time I strengthen my heart to establish her as a woman liars. I don't know what she did with my money, well I can only make all of this as a lesson, and pray to God I hope she can change andnot being a liars again. Later on I will ask her about her medical letter if I meet her again, if she not angry to me again, then I'll ask the original not the copied.